Saturday, 14 June 2008

  • Privyet from L'Viv

    I'm here. Everything is going great. I rolled my foot on some pavement, it's getting better. We're planning an English club as a service to the 40-50 students who weren't able to go to the English camp we're doing for another 50 students in mid-July. Please pray for Oksana, my translator from the first week, who I've been having some really good conversations with recently. Check out my other blog for more detailed updates! Love, Jenni

Friday, 18 April 2008

  • Currently Watching
    North & South
    By Daniela Denby-Ashe, Tim Pigott-Smith, Richard Armitage, Emma Ferguson (II), Travis Oliver
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    In lieu of an entry...

    So, preparing for my fast-approaching summer internship with the MTW church planting team in L'Viv, Ukraine... I decided to start another temporary blog just to keep up with my thoughts, to keep track of articles and resources I come across, to let supporters walk with me through the experience, and to remind myself of what I need to be praying for and doing as I prepare to go. I leave at the end of May, and I'll be back to work at Covenant in August-- tentatively planning to stay in Chattanooga for another 6 months to a year. More here!


    I'd be so grateful for your prayers. Thank you, friends, for all your support and encouragement thus far!

Wednesday, 12 March 2008

  • Currently Reading
    The Art of Crossing Cultures
    By Craig Storti
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    Berlin

    Well, I'm back from a week in Berlin, chaperoning the Covenant College Break on Impact trip. It was great. Not summarizable, really, which has been frustrating the last few days as I seem to be constantly answering the question, "How was your trip?" So, here's my attempt at a quick run-down.
     
    Highlights:
    1. Meeting Simone, a German girl who had just moved to Berlin a few days before we got there. I bumped into her at church and we started talking, and she ended up spending a lot of time with our group. It was incredible how God used us to connect her to the church and a lot of people there, including potential employers and even neighbors.
    2. Being prayed for by Tammi, the wife of the MTW team leader, a full time intercessor, who sensed some very true things about me, and touched my soul with her insightful prayer.
    3. Being informed by Prof. Nieles, just before leaving, that Tammi and her husband are praying specifically for ME to come back and join the team. Wow. God? What?! So now I'm sorting through that possibility, too. I'd probably need to learn a little German first... ; )
     
    Realizations:
    1. It is awesome how God uses me to encourage, prodding me to speak when things need saying.
    2. My gifts are there, ready for service, to be sharpened by nothing other than USE.
    3. Prayer has the power to move God, and He has the power to move mountains. We have the responsibility, not just to qualify our prayers with a "thy will be done" (sometimes, although not always, born out of laziness and lack of faith), but instead to beseech God to bring about His revealed will: redemption for a broken world. We are called to ask Him to work life, to heal, to restore, to build, to plant, to redeem.
    4. Apparently, I am a born traveller. Jet lag doesn't really seem to affect me, and I love living in a state of the bare minimum. Wierd.
    5. Despite my laid back-edness, I am still a firstborn, and thus I have control issues, which popped up when traveling and navigating and leading people alongside another natural leader. Also: difference in pace can cause tension, but I cannot bring myself to apologize for my desire to savor things and to walk a little slower than a speeding bullet. (A friendly jab to all you speedwalkers out there...)
     
    Memorable experiences:
    1. For the trip there, a wind storm shut down Frankfurt airport, our initial destination, and our flight was directed to Koln, where we waited on the ground for an hour before finally flying into Frankfurt for an extremely windy landing (See this YouTube video of another Lufthansa plane attempting to land in the crosswinds at Hamburg airport the same day: http://youtube.com/watch?v=uTgx0dZ-BAg.) We were grateful God kept us safe! But with our late arrival at Frankfurt, we joined a chaotic mob of others trying to reconnect and rebook, and several hours later hopped on a train which took us to Berlin via 5 hours of beautiful countryside. Thankfully, our baggage was delivered at the end of the following day, so we only had one day of re-wearing our travel clothes. The trip home was much more uneventful. (Especially because I didn't get hit on by a German guy who thought I was German, like I did on the flight there...)
    2. A public transport strike occured on Wednesday, putting the U-bahn, trams, and buses out of service, and leaving us with only the S-bahn and our own two feet to navigate the city for the second half of the week. Then, what was supposed to be a one-day warning strike ended up extending indefinitely, and we had to get tickets for emergency bus service to the airport on the day of our departure. Surprisingly, though, it wasn't that bad. I kind of enjoy falling into bed at night with that good exhausted feeling.
    3. Sushi, Thai, and Vietnamese duck. Turkish doner kebap. Wienerschnitzel. Italian gelato. Unfortunately, I missed out on the bratwurst.
    4. Witnessing the cutest PDA ever, on the steps of the Reichstag. The kind that didn't make me want to shake them, but made me wish intensely that I, too, had a plaid umbrella and a European man whispering sweet nothings in my ear. : )
    5. Going to the Berlin Philharmonic for a performance of Bach, Schubert, and Dvorak. I could have died of ecstasy. Such amazing acoustics and incredible musicians.
    6. Walking through the Ishtar Gate of ancient Babylon, the same gate Daniel would have walked through thousands of years ago. Now that was amazing.
     
    Things I miss:
    Colorful old buildings. Cobblestones. Euro fashion. Umbrellas. The Pergamon museum. The wonderful European breakfast. My firm cot mattress-- seriously! German chocolate. Lots of tall men. The German language, which is such a strange mixture of harshness and beauty. Oh, and the beautiful economy of the public transportation system-- it is unbelievably hard to come back to a 25-minute commute up the mountain, in a shuddery old car, with gas at $3.19/gallon!
     
    Things easy to leave: The grey, damp cold.
     
    Now life is rushing forward toward Ukraine and whatever God has for me after that. Pictures on flickr and the book of faces, soon.

Monday, 11 February 2008

  • Currently Reading
    Davita's Harp
    By Chaim Potok
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    Since Christmas

    Wow, it's been awhile. So, we update.
     
    1. Christmas at home. Lovely time with family and friends. Too short. Much too short.
     
    2. My Christmas car break-in. Not the funnest thing to come home to, at 11:30pm on New Year's Eve Eve. I approached my car in the shuttle parking lot only to find a lovely black garbage bag taped over the passenger window. Yep, the window's lying shattered all over my front seat. Apparently some hooligans had a heyday on Christmas day. They must have been scared off by someone, because they left my stereo hanging by a couple screws on the dashboard. It's all fixed now. But after shelling out a couple hundreds in transmission-related repairs for my 17-year-old misbehaving baby, and after several roommates have bought brand new cars, my baby is starting to feel her age, and I'm thinking about trading her in.
     
    3. I am now (unofficially) a member of my church! Met with elders, talked with my pastor, and will take membership vows in front of the congregation in a couple weeks.
     
    4. I applied and was accepted to serve in L'Viv, Ukraine, for 2 months this summer. Finished the huge application, did a phone interview, successfully hounded my references, and was invited to come by the team leader in L'Viv! So it's all official and I'm really excited. Also just found out that one of the girls on my team for Berlin Break-on-Impact is also planning on going to L'Viv, which was a very nice surprise! Next on the agenda: support letters! Let me know if you'd like to receive one.
     
    5. Talked things over with my boss about this summer trip to Ukraine, and he was really great. He told me he'd be praying for me, that he was excited for me as I pursue this at an unfettered time in my life... and that they're going to do all they can to keep me in the Advancement office anyway. After our meeting he ran over to the HR office, then ran back to my office with a jubilant announcement that I can take 2 months leave according to certain stipulations in the staff manual. (Wow. I feel loved!) But... I am leaning towards giving my notice. I am ready, I think, to cut the umbilical for good. For a year I've been restless, knowing that soon I want to kick myself out of the Covenant bubble and "really graduate." And this summer may be the perfect opportunity to do so.
     
    6. My trip to Berlin is coming up in less than a month (February 29 -- March 8) and our team has been meeting weekly to prepare and pray. I must say, being a chaperone for this trip has cemented something for me: I am an adult. These students look at me and they see a young professional. It's refreshing, but wierd, and I'm still settling into my role. But I feel more alive and purposeful than I've felt in a while, starting to be aware of and invest in these students.
     
    7. My computer is finally fixed (after being dropped by a roommate in October... yes, October), so now I can upload pictures. Check flickr and facebook for photos.
     
    8. My Mellie is leaving me this week in her inspiring, adventurous, pick-up-and-move trip to Colorado. I'm so excited for her, but I'm a little sad too. It's just starting to sink in how much I will miss her.
     
    9. I officially like hummus. And joy of all joys, I have discovered that a local fruitstand carries tomatoes that are almost as good as the ones I remember from my California summer. Eating is more fun these days.
     
    10. I bought new jeans this weekend, along with two other pairs of pants and a winter coat. Now, lest you think I am a typical American consumer, let me tell you about my wardrobe. I think at least a third of it has been with me since early high school. I have only 4 pairs of publicly wearable pants. Two of them are too short, one of them has a seriously deteriorating hem, and the last of them has a gaping hole in one knee that's big enough for a small child's head to fit through. Despite the cold, and oblivious to whatever fashion statement I'm making, I continue to wear them without much thought. Call me a minimalist, if you feel like you must attempt to define my fashion sense. But this weekend I finally decided: I do, in fact, care about my ankles (and knees!) being covered on cold days. I'm a little warmer now.
     
    11. We had a great weekend with friends celebrating Bekah's birthday. Pray for Bekah, though, since she just lost her job and is looking for another one.
     
    12. Yesterday was the most wonderful Sabbath rest I've had in a long while. From the sermon (I'll have to share my notes on that one) to our lovely frolic on the battlefield, walking fallen trees in the woods and finding places in the fields where it was hard to believe we were in 2008, not 1908... I'll have to share more about that later.
     
    13. I was just invited, out of the blue, to sing with the CSO chorus in their performance of Brahm's Requiem at the Tivoli on March 28 and 29! I'd be giving up my Monday nights entirely, but I'm definitely thinking about doing it. That was one of my regrets about possibly leaving Chattanooga after this summer... I hadn't sung with the Bach choir or the CSO. But, lo and behold, I may yet get to do it!
     
    And there you have my newsy update. That should catch you up. I'll post something more reflective and substantive soon.

Wednesday, 19 December 2007

  • Currently Watching
    The Red Violin
    By Carlo Cecchi, Irene Grazioli, Anita Laurenzi, Tommaso Puntelli, Samuele Amighetti
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    The Red Violin

    What a gorgeous movie. The violin solos throughout are breathtaking. I read a synopsis that called the violin an "inanimate object." How strange. If there's anything you feel after watching this movie, it's that this particular "inanimate object" is animated by the drama of the lives weaved in and around it. It assumes a personality, almost a soul. You feel that angels must be watching over it with as much care as if it were a human being.

    I took a walk on the battlefield last night at sunset. This time I brought a hat and gloves, which made for much more enjoyment than the previous day's chilly ramble. That day, I had come home ready for a walk, but since no one else was home, I picked up Surprised by Joy, thinking that I should wait for some company before setting out. But then I turned the page to where Lewis says, as if out of the blue: "Walking and talking are two very great pleasures, but it is a mistake to combine them." Well then! So I decided to strike out on my own and say hello to the deer.

    I did not expect the sunset. It was one of those sunsets where the clouds are a deep purple, hanging in the blue like upside-down ice cream scoops, and the sun melts them into pink-orange fire. It was beyond beautiful. You should come with me sometime. (I'm not quite the antisocial British recluse CS Lewis was -- beauty like that should be shared!)

Tuesday, 18 December 2007

  • Currently Watching
    Forever Young
    By Mel Gibson, Jamie Lee Curtis, Elijah Wood, Isabel Glasser, George Wendt
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    For Christmas

    My poor mother has been begging me for a Christmas list. Since I wanted to keep my asking at a low economic level this year, my big gift request is a $30 children's book. That's right. I thought to myself, what's the one thing that would make me incandescently happy this Christmas, and I remembered the beautifully illustrated fairy tale book, The Twelve Dancing Princesses, that mesmerized me as a little girl. I had to do some searching, cause it's out of print these days and hardback editions sell in (allegedly) mint condition for around $100. But I found the author's website and some beautiful prints of my favorite pages. The illustrator/storyteller is Ruth Sanderson, and here is a print from her website. The whole book is illustrated with beautiful oil paintings like this one (only half of it will display here, so look here to see the whole spread):
     
     
    Pretty neat, huh? I decided that I'm going to start collecting fairy tale books like this. Whether my kids or someone else's will enjoy them, it's definitely worth it. Heck, I'll still drool over books like this when I'm 85. It's a good investment.
     
    Other noteworthy asks on my list: Iron & Wine's album, The Creek Drank the Cradle... George MacDonald's Diary of an Old Soul... anything by Denise Levertov... Seven Swans by Sufjan... George Lakoff's Metaphors We Live By...  gloves... a calendar... and socks. I actually do really want the socks.

Monday, 17 December 2007

  • Currently Watching
    A Christmas Story (Full-Screen Edition)
    By Billingsley, Mcgavin, Dillon, Pet
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    Baby steps

    Okay, so life has slowed down-- although I'm not sure a full return to normalcy will be possible until after the holidays. Even work has slowed down-- now that the Christmas appeal is in the mail, a cluttered desk now stares at me as the most pressing task to tackle this week. But that makes me happy. Organization is one of my favorite kinds of productivity.
     
    This weekend was one of rest, relaxation, recovery. But yesterday I got a little fed up with myself. I never knew they had so many movies playing on TV on Sunday afternoons, and I'm ashamed to say I got hooked. By the end of the day my tailbone actually hurt from sitting on the couch all afternoon! Now that is sad.
     
    So, after sharing a kiwi with one miserable headachy roommate who was just home from a roadtrip, I holed up in my room and journaled. Candles flickering and my long-untouched bookshelf imploring me to live better, to live more reflectively, to find more lasting refreshment in the good things in life. This week I'm taking some baby steps toward living better in the new year. Like getting up and going to bed at the same time every day. And rolling out my pilates mat for some good use. And cooking my way through the rest of my food before Christmas. And *disciplining myself to indulge* in quality relaxation time instead of cheap brain-dead TV time-- writing and reading and reflecting. I miss it. I was not made for this mental dullness.
     
    And reading the Bible. So blatantly neglected, so crucial for my good and for God's honor in my life.
     
    In other news, the family plot has come to naught. The bass voice is far away, but the constant prayer is still there. I should not blog when I'm feeling this longing so intensely.
     
    For Christmas, I'll be going home for a week. First thing on my agenda, as I just found out: Taking my sister Kelsey shopping on the Saturday before Christmas. Um, what? I don't know what my mom was thinking. I love spending time with Kels, but shopping on THAT DAY? Yikes. I know some people shop for relaxation... but I don't understand those people. I think shopping is one of the most stressful things in the world. This is probably because I don't do it often enough, which means when I do realize "Oh hey, I NEED new pants within the week," it's too late to take a leisurely mall trip. It's a mission-- usually a mission impossible, if we're talking pants, shoes, or winter coats, all of which I buy the bare minimum and wear until they're threadbare. Unfortunately, I'm about to be in dire need of all three. Anyway, if I survive the hellish shopping day (which I'm sure Kelsey will redeem for me, unless she gets too grouchy), I'll get to enjoy a whole week with my family, and I'll be back again to work for the day of New Year's Eve. Our dearest LB will be staying with us for a week, and I'll also get to see some good friends in town for Christy and Dave's wedding. Good times will be had. And I will embark on the new year, I hope, with more circumspect and intentional pursuit of abundant life:
     
    Ho! Everyone who thirsts,
    Come to the waters;
    And you who have no money,
    Come, buy and eat.
    Yes, come, buy wine and milk
    Without money and without price.
    Why do you spend money for what is not bread,
    And your wages for what does not satisfy?
    Listen carefully to Me, and eat what is good,
    And let your soul delight itself in abundance.
     
    --Isaiah 55:1-2

Thursday, 06 December 2007

  • Currently Reading
    Surprised by Joy: The Shape of My Early Life
    By C.S. Lewis
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    Singing in the season

    Life has been moving along at a good clip lately... I've barely had time to breathe between singing for Madrigals and rehearsing for other various vocal engagements. Every day for these past two crazy weeks has been either a rehearsal day or a performance day. So far (knock on wood) I'm doing pretty well at not getting sick. I just have to hold out until after my recording session tonight, my late-night caroling gig on Saturday night, and my solo in the Messiah for the LMPC Christmas concert on Sunday. After Sunday, I can come down with something and spend a couple days in bed drinking OJ and reading CS Lewis. In fact, that'd be perfect. I'll put it on my to-do list.
     
    So, with barely enough time to breathe, eat, sleep, or think lately... I've just been sitting on the confusion about missions. And right now I am content to do so. Berlin is happening, and L'Viv is a definite possibility. I do not have an adequate basis for applying for a 2-year MTW stint just yet. So we'll see. Reading the book by Bruce Waltke (see previous entry) has made me think of this decision less in terms of the inherent value of each option, and more in terms of the motives and desires behind my leanings. Either to go to a foreign country or to "go" to my own place and people... both are good decisions within God's revealed will.
     
    Also in the last couple weeks I have been reminded of how good for the soul it is to interact on a regular basis with people of the opposite gender. I am really going to miss that aspect of the these past few crazy weeks.
     
    In thinking about the next steps for the near future, I've also been pondering how romance should fit in to one's plans and callings. Not that I have any romance to worry about in my life right now. I do have a family plotting on my behalf for their son I have never met, and a bass voice I would love to hear more often in my ear, and a constant prayer in my heart. But that's just where we single women are at most days.
     
    Anyway, I've been thinking about it in these terms: if I was about to head for Ukraine for 2 years, and I met someone I wanted to marry, what would I do? Would I pull a Jim Elliot, tell him I love him, proceed to ditch him, and head out across the ocean? Welllll, obviously it would depend on a lot of things. But I do know that I'd very seriously consider ditching my well-laid plans to pursue love. I must say, I've never thought very highly of Jim Elliot for doing what he did to Elisabeth. I think God's call includes people that are near and dear. Maybe that's why my mother's hesitancy to send me to the mission field has stopped (or at least slowed) me in my tracks more than once. I'm reminded of the Poisonwood Bible, in which the missionary father is completely blind to the needs and cares of his family. It's a heart-rending story. He does so much more harm than good...
     
    This past weekend was a whirlwind. I practically begged my parents to come out here for Madrigals, and we had a great time. They got here Saturday afternoon, took the house tour, and along with the boys devoured a batch of my fiesta chicken soup, then spent some quality time driving around the battlefield while I got ready for Madrigals. After Madrigals, we took them out on the town, practically dragged mom (who's scared of heights) across the glass bridge, walked the walking bridge, and came back to eat desserts at Rembrandts. (Tiramisu, anyone?) They stayed at my house, loved LMPC, and took us out for Sunday dinner at Sticky Fingers before heading out to catch their flight home. It was nice to spend time with them, and nice to get them away from the whole family for a little while. The biggest compliment in the world is when your mother drools over your house and asks for your recipes. : )
     
    Well, I'm ready for Christmas. I haven't had a free minute to clean, decorate, or bake for our party this Friday, but I'm hoping to find a few free hours tonight... after watching Claire on Jeopardy, of course! I do like it occasionally when life speeds up like this... but I'm ready for some normalcy again. Singing is an activity that never really tires me out, but I do miss those days when at least few hours in a day belonged to me!

Wednesday, 21 November 2007

  • Currently Reading
    Finding the Will of God: A Pagan Notion?
    By Bruce K. Waltke
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    Processing

    The guts will not be spilled today. No, I'll keep those churning in me for a little while longer. It may be that I'll find the calmer waters before I get a chance to spill the confusion. For now, though...
     
    I am torn. I want to be missional wherever I am, not just as a missionary in a foreign country. I talked at length with missionaries from Berlin and Madrid, Ukraine and Bulgaria, and I am drawn in different ways to all of those places. I have the desire to pursue purposeful obedience, exercise my gifts, and be a part of spreading light in dark places in Europe.
     
    I am willing to go. I desire to go.
     
    But here's the catch.
     
    Why Europe? Why not here in the US? I feel like I have to answer that question before I can ask people to support me.
     
    Ever heard someone say, "Either you're a sent one or you're a sender... you just have to figure out which one you are"? Well, I've been thinking about that a lot lately, and I don't know if that's a good distinction for us to make. The call to be missional is for everyone, in every place. If you're a "sender" for missionaries in foreign countries, that does not mean you are excused from the call to be a "sent one." 
     
    This thought kept popping into my head during the missions conference: What if we members of churches in America actually acted the way we hope and pray that the members of national churches would act?
    • We pray for church members in other countries to catch a vision for sharing Christ with their neighbors. But when was the last time we jumped at the chance to verbally or tangibly share the reason for our hope with someone near us? For that matter, when was the last time we even made a real effort to seek out and forge a relationship with someone not in our Christian circle?
    • We pray, too, for local church leaders to not be alone in their efforts to reach out to their communities. But how much do we take ownership of the local outreach of our own churches?
    • We pray for God to raise up lay leaders among national Christians, who will grow in their faith to the point where their zeal breaks through the barriers of the awkwardness of sharing the gospel with people in their own culture. But when was the last time we were willing to look like a fool to one of our friends because we cared more about their soul than about what they thought of us?
    With all the changes to the face of global Christianity --more and more characterized by African and Latin American Christians, and less and less by American Christians, as America is being slowly overtaken by Islam, new-age religion, and that bland, vague, tolerant, Christ-less form of spirituality-- it really seems like it's about time for a different perspective on the role of American Christians in missions.
     
    Now by missions I don't mean the traditional American concept of "foreign missions" (ie, missions to places that are NOT America). I mean missions as it applies to all places including our own. There are already African Christians who would like to come HERE to preach the gospel. America is becoming a mission field. "The darkness that once covered Africa," as Archbishop Orombi so eloquently said, "is now rolling over the Western world." It has nearly engulfed Europe, and America is under some pretty ominous clouds. If we Christians who live in America continue to see our participation in the Great Commission as only being "senders" for missions abroad --all the while hovering in our tight-knit circles of churches, Christian schools, and Christian soccer leagues, refusing to "send ourselves" to the people around us-- then our closest mission field (the very one we are most culturally equipped to impact, no less) is being abandoned. We are ALL sent ones to our own place and people.
     
    But where does that leave Europe? Asia? India? If the playing field is so leveled that all Americans are called to missions in their backyard, then where is the place for foreign missions? It's like a pendulum... the same pendulum that swings when we emphasize the idea of all life being worship. "Worship is what happens all week long. In everything we do, in every normal routine of work and play, we are worshipping God through it." That's (beautifully) true, but taking that principle to its extreme can crowd out the importance and uniqueness of Sabbath worship. How does God call someone... me, for instance... to be a "sent one" in a different cultural context, and NOT a "sent one" in my own cultural backyard?
     
    And that's the cud I'm chewing on, the guts I won't yet spill. I expect to be grilled on all of this by my extended family while I'm in Chicago this Thanksgiving. But I am currently without an answer. It has something to do with... wellllllll...
     
    No. The guts will not be spilled yet. They are altogether too confused. Apparently I need to turn on the INTJ in me and make some concrete headway here...
     
    My most coherent thought right now is that I need to take smaller steps toward discovering where I should be. Right now I'm planning on co-chaperoning a group of Covenant students for a Break on Impact trip to Berlin, Germany, over spring break in March. And I'm considering a two-month summer mentorship program in L'Viv, Ukraine, as the next step after that. But that kind of thing has all sorts of interesting implications for my job... being a two-month committment and all. Sort of throws a wrench in a full-time job, if you know what I mean...
     
    Well, I'm off to Chicago for Thanksgiving with the family. Please pray for me as I sort through all of this. And lend me your thoughts if you have them!

Friday, 16 November 2007

  • A real-life Jim named Greg

    I met a real-life Jim Halpert this week.
     
    And I consider myself lucky, even though I may never meet him again, except perhaps at another development writing conference like the one we both attended in St. Louis this week. 
     
    This particular Jim is named Greg, and he works at U of KY. Tall, lanky, smart, funny guy. With his Halpert-blue collared shirt, leaning over the table next to me like a typical tall guy, only occasionally sitting back at his full height to fold his arms and raise a pretty dang intelligent question. Turning his head to look at me as his hands tapped the keyboard impatiently, bemoaning his writer's block, which I think I might have been guilty of causing as I sat there writing (what he assumed was) a masterpiece. Leaning back in his chair and poking me to make fun of our loud and cranky friend from Vanderbilt who constantly played Solitaire at the table just in front of us.
     
    Day one, I knew it was coming. He wasn't shy about the fact that he noticed me. Day two, I passed him in the hall and I swear he winked at me. He maneuvered to sit by me that day, and the next, and by the end of the conference I half expected him to ask for my number. But he didn't. Things I could have done, hints I could have dropped about staying a little longer for lunch in order to miss Nashville rush hour traffic, etc... plagued me half the way home. But all in all, it was just nice to be noticed. By a real-life Jim named Greg.
     
    Maybe I'm being a little self-indulgent to blog about this. But it was fun to get outside my normal circle and, well, it was nice to be sought out by a nice, attractive guy. It was also nice to be reminded that God always has things up His sleeve for me that are completely unexpected. Sometimes I feel like He is gradually leading me along, bumping me into nice guys along the way, gradually preparing me to meet and love the man He has for me. I may not have met him  yet. But I know when I do meet him, I'll see in him the laid-back friendliness of Greg, the sincerity of J, the kind intelligence of G, the heart of gold of M. I could keep going, but I don't want ALL the men in my life to know that I see little bits and pieces of them as a piece of my future husband...
     
    Other results of the conference: I now feel more like a bonafide adult. Business trip, hotel check-in, valet parking, unknown city exploring? Been there, done that. We were schmoozing at the Hyatt in downtown St. Louis. I was among professionals, and I felt the part. I got to hone my craft next to people who work for the Smithsonian, the Mayo Clinic, and a smattering of elite universities across the country. And I held my own. I learned alot, I trust my ability more, and I'm more excited about doing what I do. Plus, having to start conversations and exude professional friendliness at all times thrust me way out of my comfort zone, which is place that always holds an opportunity for leaps and bounds of growth. AND I got a head-start on about 2 weeks worth of work in the space of 2 days.
     
    I went out with Evelyn one night, and the next evening I spent with the Colliers and the McGreevys, at the elite, historic Missouri Athletic Club, where Bill McGreevy is a member (he's the #1 handball player in the state, and was recently inducted into the Club's hall of fame). You know how some people are just delightful? Well, Mary Beth and Bill McGreevy are delightful people.
     
    St. Louis is no longer just "that dirty industrial city that I have to drive through on the way to somewhere else." It's a pretty cool place. Even though it's not on the top of my list of places I could live in the USA, its close proximity to KC (and home) puts it up there with other options like Chicago, Boston, and So Cal.
     
    Well, it's off to another conference, this time the MTW Global Missions Conference in Atlanta. I'm going into it with a pretty ambiguous mental state. Recently, grad school and a new job have cropped back up as definite possibilities. I have a feeling I'm about to jump into some serious mental processing in these next few days. I have NO IDEA where the Lord wants to take me right now. I guess we'll see...
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    • Name: Jenni
    • Birthday: 9/23/1983
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/6/2005